And the Craziness continues

I have a friend, T who is getting married later this year. She's 30. We were chatting last night and she said her fiance wants a baby right away but she wasn't sure. I launched into my crazy infertile mode... "You really need to be aware of your fertility and you need to protect it". Then I went into a discussion (kinda one sided) of cervical mucus. I told her I would have lent her fertility for dummies if I hadn't thrown it out in a fit of anger lol.

She took it very well. She prob thinks I'm nuts. Oh well.

My newest irrational worry

I was filling out a preliminary questionnaire for an agency last night. They wanted "to know about your struggles with infertility". Crap! We didn't really have major struggles. I got diagnosed. Mr H got examined. We determined that between us the minuscule chances of us getting pregnant weren't worth the pain, time and expense. Why spend all that money, energy and heartache to still be childless and then not have any money to spend on alternatives?

So now I'm freaked out that we aren't infertile enough to adopt. It's been less than a week since we made the decision to adopt our child and I'm already freaking out. Ugh.